Self Love

Merry Christmas to All,

The other day I was filled with love as I sat in my chair listening to a Sanskrit chant. It is the kind of love that takes your breath away and makes your eyes misty. "Oh my", I said to myself. "I love me" are my next words. This is not my first encounter with self love but rather as the darkness leaves me there is room for new light to enter in the form of inner love and self love. God is always making certain our cup runneth over.

I remember when my mother was dying and semi comatose. She woke one day asking for a glass of....

hesitating.... of ..... self esteem. She was 82 years old. It is never to late in life to ask for it, pray for it or embrace it. I remember when my father had an experience of self love in the grocery store, after he had received spiritual awakening from Gurumayi. He said, "I like myself". He was in his late 70's.

SELF LOVE is present when you are connected to God. It is not until you can love yourself unconditionally that you can love another unconditionally. When you are disconnected from God,  you then live out of fear and not loving yourself. From that point you start to spiral downwards and your life becomes a hardship.
Let love in, hug yourself, give yourself a kiss in the mirror, and watch how your life changes. I love me and I love all of you.

Another Miracle in the Making

Day by day my healing routine plods along and as each day has passed, I have noticed more changes. My nipple has now healed, no open area, no crusting, no thickening. It has become pliable and supple and no longer inflamed. My right nipple now mirrors its twin on the left side by 90 %.  As if that is not enough, God has blessed me with changes in both breasts. They too have become softer to the touch and those old cysts are no longer tender.

This is what happens when you step aside and let God orchestrate your life.
I am grateful, I am humbled, I am thankful for all these daily miracles. I do lead a blessed life.
Thank you again for all your loving and generous support.

A Surprise Visit

John of God sees people from all over the world at the Casa on Wed, Thur, Fri. Since I have ramped up my healing program in November, I have been going there energetically for the morning sessions. Brazil is 5 hours later than us, so I'm up and going about 0430 or 0500. I send myself a distant Reiki treatment, while the essential oils are being breathed into my body and also while I am using Matrix Energetics to Two-Point myself. Multi-tasking my way to health!.

I slipped off into another dimension; where I was standing in a large exquisite room and I was sharing with a friend that this was my new home. It was beautifully decorated in Persian decor, clean and simple but ornate. Then I took  my friend for a ride down a dirt road. It was narrow and had no guard rails. I saw several old trucks heading towards me and the dirt was blowing and blocking my view from the edge. The road was several hundred feet over water. If I miss steered I'd fall off the edge. I held my breath and my course, passing safely.

On the other end was a pulsing blue light, Neela Bindu, or the Blue Pearl. It exploded into a blue OM, which radiated golden and blue light filling my inner being. I thought I must be seeing this through my third eye, but I opened my eyes and I could still see it. The divine had  come to pay me a visit, the inner divine had revealed itself to me.

Interpretation: The longer you are on a spiritual path the narrower it becomes and it is always easy to fall off of it. Traveling over water is transcending consciousness. I have narrowly missed being seriously ill by dodging some dirty, dusty trucks( impurities). I got a glimpse of my new home--a healthy body-- and a glimpse of my divine self. What a lovely gift; a visit by God, revealing himself to me in my own exquisite form.

Alex Grey: click to see his beautiful spiritual artwork. or Google Images of Alex Grey artwork.

A Gold Star for Hira

I had to go back to Madigan this morning to meet with my Army Doc who is an intern and a very good doctor. All my blood work is normal and she was totally impressed by the amount of healing that had taken place on my nipple. I shared with her about Reiki and I was putting holy water on it from Lourdes and her eyes lite up. She is named after Saint Bernadette of Lourdes and had some of the holy water herself at one time.

When I got home I found this postcard in the mail from Jean. A gold star for my effort. I am sharing it with all my other stars in my life...you, you and you...

Dealing With the "What"

When my breast journey began on 24 Oct 2012, I stated that I was not worrying about the "what ifs", but I did want to know about the"what" and then I would decide what course of action I was going to take. It has taken me quite a while to navigate the allopathic model, but knew it was necessary to know what I was dealing with.  Emails are pouring in with well wishes about the fact I don't have cancer. While this is good news of course, my relief comes from finally knowing about the "what". While I did not wait to launch my healing program, which has been most beneficial, I am moving into Phase 2 of my healing module.

What Is Planted in my Field?

In Ayurveda medicine, the body is known as the "field". The three doshas control all that makes up our nature. When these 3 doshas are balanced, diseases do not evolve or exist. And when they are out of balance, diseases can take root in our field and flourish. Breast cancer takes root when all three doshas are out of balance. Breast cysts and benign tumors are when the Kapha Dosha is out of balance. Kapha's element is earth and water, so often these tumors are filled with fluids, ie, water.

So with 2 biopsies revealing 2 types of benign tumors, I have to ask myself what is creating these imbalances and what can I change? I asked all my breast cancer friends about things they have done in their post diagnosis lives and I will incorporate the things that resonate with me. I started taking ayurvedic herbs to address breast tissue/immune system/ and eating mung bean soup which is medicine. I can stop caffeinated drinks and switch to hot water and apple cider vinegar. I can lose weight. I can do a liver cleanse and colonics. I can resume my exercise program. I can stop eating red meat, and eat more fruits and vegetables and smaller portions. I stopped eating wheat last year.  Adding flaxseed oil to cottage cheese and whipping it into a liquid for dressing. helps manage the fat in one's system. I will focus on changing my diet over the next year and will continue to share my progress. I am continuing to use the Young Living Oils in a diffuser with inhalations with antitumoral oils and also other oils as well.

My nipple tissue is looking better than it has since all of this started. I feel I my feet firmly planted on my healing path. My consultation with my surgeon yesterday was good. He thinks that more of the tumor needs to be resected, but agreed to compromise with me on revisiting this option in 2 months. I have 2 months to probe deeper into my being and plant healthier seeds in my newly plowed field.

I am so grateful to have so many people on my support team, so again I thank everyone.

Hira's Second Biopsy Report

My report is back and the news is:
I do not have any cancer cells in the nipple specimen.

I do have a benign tumor of my nipple which is an adenoma. This may need to be excised at a later date. Again, I have lots of options and time is on my side to add to my healing regime and in 2 months time I will see my surgeon again.

This posting is short as I have to head across town and attend an evening of chanting and thanking my Guru for giving me grace and equipoise. To my Reiki Team, thank you for all the reiki that has been sent to me. Jean, thank you for all that you have done to support me.

Shifting Consciousness

For over a month now I have been given an opportunity to dive deep within myself using my Healing Bodies Module and am emerging from the labyrinth of allopathic medicine's diagnostics. I am 3 days away from receiving my lab report on my punch biopsy.

A miracle has taken place within my being.

The morphic field of cancer has collapsed for me. There is no charge coming from it. It therefore is not causing chaos in my life. The word "cancer" holds such fear for people, it becomes a death sentence, it obliterates a person's hope, it destroys families and that is just from hearing the "word."....the ramifications of the allopathic treatment of cancer is just as terrifying for people. Agreeing to poison, burn or amputate a body part is a difficult choice. Treatments can  financially wipe out savings when insurance companies refuse to pay their bills and the list goes on and on.

Again, I am blessed, I have lots of choices because I have been taught by many Masters that there are other options, other choices. I don't live my life in a tiny box. I live my life from a multi-faceted, universal healing paradigm that allows me to be open to infinite options, infinite possibilities and that I can face any challenge with equipoise. My Guru Gurumayi not only taught me this, but has bestowed the grace in me so that I can experience it in my life on a daily basis.

The word "cancer" has a neutral charge for me now and that alone is a miracle. In the last 2 days, a friend has been diagnosed with cancer and another is in Intensive Care after receiving an emergency triple coronary bypass graft. I am embracing the eve of my own biopsy report with compassion and love.

My symptoms have been a gift sent from heaven: "Hira", the messenger said, " it is time to nurture yourself and radically sever old ways".  My month long vigil is working, as I weaved among my bag of healing tools, I discovered I was enjoying my journey of self nurturing and nourishment. My simple mung bean soup, which is an Ayurvedic "medicine" rather than "food" is soothing all three of my doshas (components of my nature) and gives my physical body a serene peace. I feel like a snake shedding its skin and will face next week with a newer version of my old consciousness. It has been downloaded and activated by a force greater than myself. Thank you God for this blessing.

More On Hafiz and Rumi

Hafiz  and Rumi Poetry: 

Hafiz    Click here to see and read more. This is lovely..

Hafiz and Rumi

Ecstatic Lovers of God

Part of my journey and my healing module is my great love of Persian  Poets Saints; Hafiz and  Rumi.
Their poetry and dance can take one into higher states of consciousness.

I will share 3 of my favorite poems: I lived once in a Guest House that had a Tree House in the yard.

1. Hafiz-
In A Tree House

Light will someday split you open
Even if your life is now a cage,
For a divine seed, the crown of destiny,
Is hidden and sown on an ancient, fertile plain
You hold title to.

Love will surely bust you wide open
Into an unfettered, blooming new galaxy
Even if your mind is now
A spoiled mule.

A life-giving radiance will come,
The Friend's gratuity will come-

O look again within yourself,
For I know you were once the elegant host
To all the marvels in creation.

From a sacred crevice in your body
A bow rises each night
An shoots your soul into God.

Behold the beautiful drunk singing one
From the lunar vantage point of love.
He is conducting the affairs
Of the whole universe

While throwing wild parties
In a tree house-on a limb
In your heart.

2. Rumi-
The Guest House

This being human is a guest house
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all.
Even if they're a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture.

Still treat guest honorably
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight

The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.

3. Hafiz-
When the violin
Can forgive the past.
It starts singing.

When the violin can stop worrying
About the future

You will become
such a drunk laughing nuisance

That God
Will then lean down
And start combing you into
His hair.

When the violin can forgive
Every wound caused by others
The heart starts singing.


To see the ecstatic dances of Rumi's Dervishes click here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3wi-jhXhYw

It doesn't matter how many times I read these poems, when the words stop me in my tracks,  I am always moved to tears.

Steadfastness in Focus

"Integration of the bodies requires steadfastness in focus

For focus, we need awareness and for awareness, we need to be in the moment

To be in the moment we need to be conscious, silent and listen for divine clues"

Hira Reid, Volume Two, Healing Your Bodies, 2006

The Three Principles of Healing Your Bodies

"The healing journey becomes quite simple

When we boil down and put it through the strainer of discrimination

Three principles fall though and land on our plate

Every day we must eat and digest our unbalanced charateristics with

Awareness, discipline, and steadfastness.

Simple to say, but not so simple to do by yourself

Make sure you send God a standing invitation for dinner"

Hira Reid, Volume Three of Healing Your Bodies 2006

Another Biopsy Today

As I waited in the General Surgical exam room, I called all my bodies in and explained what was going to happen to my breast and nipple. That we all needed to be present and accounted for and that we would be focused and calm for the procedure. I had my appointment with Dr. Homann at Madigan today and he is a retired Army surgeon. I liked him  and his Cpt Army Intern. He did a punch biopsy of my right nipple with one suture.

I came home and put an ice pack on, and started doing Reiki and checking out my energy field, which was good. I sent my Biopsy specimen a Reiki treatment. I put some deep relief oil on my breast and began my diffuser with lemon and lime oil. Lemon is antitumoral and lime is good for lymphatic drainage. I also took 6 of my Wobenzyme. With my Matrix Energetic pendant over my breast nipple I continued doing Reiki on myself, all the time the mantra was playing. I see Dr, Homann next Tuesday, the 11th for follow/up, remove my suture and get my lab report. He will call if it comes in earlier. In the meantime, I can relax and have fun. There is a peace within me.

I feel I am in good hands, Reiki Hands, the Surgeon's hands and of course, God's Hands.

Runes

Reading the Runes are part of my Healing Module.

I selected 3 runes to begin my journey...I asked, "what do I need to know about my current issue"?
1. Overview: I drew Elhwaz-Defense- Patience-thru inconviences and discomfort growth is promoted.
2. The Challenge: I drew Othala-Separation-Old skin must be shed, radical severence.
3. The Action: I drew Mannaz reversed- The Self- Breaking the patterns of past habits...

The drawings are right on track and meaningful...my work ahead is one of growth, change and  severance of old patterns.

Another Sacred Gift Arrives

The Blessings being bestowed are of the highest. Yesterday, I decorated my condo  for Christmas and finally got around to collecting my mail from Saturday. I actually had a real letter instead of junk mail. Perhaps a Christmas Card? No, it was a small card from Sister Frances from Kalaupapa, Molokai Hawaii. In it was a small zip lock bag of dirt from the sacred grave of Mother Marianne Cope.

She has just been canonized as a Saint at the Vatican. Sister Frances was able to attend the ceremonies, and also got to go to Lourdes and Assisi. Saint Marianne had healed people who had prayed to her and had used the soil from her grave-site.

Father Damien also became a Saint for his work at Kalaupapa.
The Leper--Hanson's disease--Colony, as it has always been called, is now home to 2 Saints.

There are only 10 patients remaining on the peninsula and after 20 years Sister Frances will be retiring soon and she is a saint, in my eyes. Blessings for all those who have served out their lives there; as a patient and a care provider.

Rainbow over Kalaupapa Peninsula
Taken from Topside Molokai

Sister Frances had invited Jean and her Reiki team to come and clear the land and grave sites of thousands. Every summer for 7 years, Jean and her Reiki students would fly to Molokai and perform clearings, teach Reiki and support the nuns who lived and served there.

Jean teaching Molokai

I am blessed.

Clarification Required

I have received many wonderful emails, calls and person to to person contact about the results of my biopsy.
A member of my Reiki Team, said, " oh, I am so glad that you are out of the woods"  I replied, "well, that is not exactly where I am, as I have just arrived at the forest's edge."

Let me explain... the cyst that was biopsied and found not to be cancerous was an old, unresolved issue of long standing time. My current problem is my right nipple area which brought me to the hospital a month ago to get checked. Allopathic medicine has lots of hoops to jump through before they can make a decision about "problem- x". So with a negative mammogram, negative ultrasound, negative-unrelated issue-biopsy behind me, I can finally have my problematic issue addressed by a surgeon on Tuesday, 4 Dec 2012. I am told by the nurse practitioners who are following my case and have spoken numerous times with the surgeon, that I will be examined and most probably be able to have a punch biopsy done in the office on Tuesday.

While this process has taken an unbelievable amount of time, it has been a gift for me to do lots of work on my self and to seek help from many other people. All of which is a blessing and a gift for me.
I am learning patience, surrender, gratitude and God has given me a sharp kick in my butt to get me back on track about remembering to nurture myself in ways that hold me balanced in my sacred contract with God and my spirit.

In early October and prior to my symptoms, I wrote me a poem.
~~~~~
My discipline lies torn and tattered,  like a pile of garbage on a dusty road in some foreign country.
I look in disbelief and ask, "how did this happen"?
My focus became blurred, my efforts chaotic.
Little by little my desires took foothold and suffocated my discipline.
They became rulers of my domain.
~~~~~

OK God, you have gotten my attention and I am back on track and can see light at the end of my path.

Years ago I wrote this and of course it is timely today.
~~~~

The Mind Whisperer

Mind, don't sabotage another goal of mine.
You talk me in and out of so many things.
How can I walk the straight and narrow path?
You have me zigzagging all over the place.
I'm putting you on a short lease and you need to Heel,
So I can Heal!

Matrix Energetics and Justice Bartlett

Yesterday was an appointment with Justice Bartlett of Matrix Energetics. I was excited to have a session with her and believe me when I say she is exceptional.  She cleared so many things out of my being, moved me to tears of gratitude and was able to change my energy fields rather quickly. I highly recommend her. She does office visits as well as distant sessions on Skype.






Last summer a groups of us flew to Denver and took ME 1and 2 courses with the Bartlett Family; Richard, the founder, wife-Melissa and Daughter Justice. From the minute she started working with people on stage I thought if I ever had to have some work done, she'd be my choice. They live in the Seattle area which is a boon for us North Westerners.

I don't want to go into a lot of detail about explaining what ME is, as there is plenty of information on the internet and you tube videos of watching Richard work. He has written 2 books that one can access from his website and Amazon.

The important thing is when one opens themselves to infinite possibilities, then anything can happen. Be open to miracles and they will happen. If one stays in a little tight box then not much can happen or change..

There will be an upcoming course in Seattle this next weekend and the friday night session is open to the public. It is at the Double Tree Inn by Seatac Airport.  See the website for details.
www.matrixenergetics.com

Justice's Office is at Maple Leaf Professional Center
7812 Lake City Way
Seattle WA 98115
425-478-3456
www.embodyme.org

***Biopsy of breast cyst***

Results are in on my recent biopsy of my breast cyst:

Hira's biopsy report came back with a diagnosis of benign hyalinized fibroadenoma, which is made up of breast and connective tissue. It is known to shrivel up on its own, but rarely needs to be resected. There were no cancer cells.

Next stop is seeing the General surgeon on tues to evaluate the nipple.

Turning Points in My life

I have had many life altering experiences, but tonight I want to address 2 of them. The first is about being a lab tech in India and the second is being at John of God.



Lab Tech: As a child I remember getting a microscope, then taking microbiology in College, both times I loved seeing deeper into things. I was living in Gurudev Siddha Peeth in  Ganeshpuri, India, the home Ashram of my Guru, Gurumayi-Chidvilasananda. Gurumayi and her tour staff were leaving and I was told that I would be performing my seva( service) in the lab examining stool/urine samples during the monsoon season. I was quickly trained by a lab tech from New Zealand and soon found myself alone in the lab surrounded each morning with the stool samples of my fellow ashramites. This is where I learned to surrender at the next highest level. The old saying, up shit creek without a paddle, really took on new meaning. The Doctors ordered a new Giardia test and needless to say I did not have a clue. This wasn't in my quick indoctrination. I lite a candle and prayed for help, real help and send it fast. As I looked into the microscope, there was the cutest thing swimming in front of my eyes. A Giardia Trophozoite. It had a delightful face and looked so happy. For the first time in my life I saw God in an organism that caused a disease. It was a monumental shift in my consciousness. Yes, that is right, God dwells in all things. It is a Siddha Yoga teaching and I was having the experience of it in that moment. God dwells in all diseases. That is why I can't get on any bandwagon that fights a disease. Why would I want to fight my God? I love my God, therefore I can love any disease and learn from it.

John of God- On my first trip I remember telling Jean, I want to see a miracle..I saw several, one was a lady who had a cardiac arrest giving birth. She had been comatose for years and then was wakening up some. Her family members had brought her from New York. We all arrived together at the casa. The lady was helpless and 2 weeks later she was ambulatory and speaking. I was impressed for certain, but what was more impressive to me was the numbers of people who were not going to be cured, but they all lived their lives in an incredible state of being. Their minds still, their hearts so full of love and light poured out of their eyes like beacons from heaven. They could step up to anything that was dished out to their plate. That was the most incredible miracle I saw. Having the divine light shine from your being and your heart filled and brimming over in pure, unconditional love.

These 2 experiences have shaped my life. I have seen heaven here on earth, witnessed God within me, and fell in love with a disease causing "bug". I am prepared for all things which come my way. What a great life I live.

Reiki Reveals New Awareness

While I had the opportunity to perform Reiki on my 2 specimens inside a petri dish the other day, I was guided to send distant treatments to my specimens while they were sitting in the lab and being examined, therefore, I have been sending those treatments. Photo is not mine, but google images of biopsied breast tissue.

Jean, my twin and astute Reiki Master and practitioner, called me this morning and she, too, has been getting new revelations as she sent me Reiki. She states I have been saying, "I need a biopsy so I can have a diagnosis." A diagnosis indicates presence of a disease. What I really need is a laboratory report on my specimens, so my verbiage is important. Verbiage carries energy and the energy of a lab report is much more supportive for my bodily systems.  I corrected someone the other day when she said "your cancer". I said I do not know that I have cancer. Becoming more aware of our thoughts, speech and actions is an important lesson.  Thank you, Reiki and Jean for this new understanding.

While we are on the subject of new awareness of support from my friends, family and self. I am learning and re-learning lots of things. I am visiting the new levels of nuances of life and their meanings. I remember Jean sharing about the mother who had cancer and her adult children being Catholic were praying for her. One day the mother asked her children, "when you pray for me, what do you pray for"? They answered,"we pray that you don't loose your hair". She replied," I could care less about loosing my hair."

Many of my friends are not Reiki trained, so they are sending good thoughts and vibes my way. Others are praying for me...so to clear the waters, I thought it would be good for everyone to know what my daily prayers are....This is what I pray for, no matter what my challenge is: I pray to God that he gives me everything that I need to address whatever challenge I meet along my life journey.  I pray that I embrace each day with the awareness that this is not my day, but God's day and I will face it with self effort and divine grace.  God holds my master plan in his sacred hands, he knows my karmic blueprint, what lessons I still need to learn and burn, and will give me all that I need to face my challenges. I can rest in that peace every day. Each day I learn it is easier to surrender to God's love than it is to buck the tide and swim upstream. Reiki and Siddha Yoga teaches and gives me the truth in non-doership. Non-doership becomes the fulcrum of the balanced see-saw, upon which the seats of self effort and divine grace rest.

I made notes of my MD's visit today on the posting Next week's schedule...
Many thanks for cards, gifts, love and blessings..

Speedy Recovery

I woke up about 0330 hrs with a slight ache at my incision site, so got up readjusted my pajamas and bras, got an ice pack, took some Wobe Enzymes and laid back down performing Reiki. Within 30 seconds the ache was gone and I was asleep again. After I woke up, I removed the bandage and only 2 small specks of blood were on the gauze. There was no swelling, no pain, no bruising and I could hardly see the incision under the steri-strips. The incision was only slightly tender.

Jean and I have used Wobe enzymes for years>>decade and seen miracles when used in pre-post op situations. They are made in Germany and are designed to be phagocytic, they are enteric coated and go out through  the digestive system and gobble up all inflammation within the interstitial tissues. Anyone with joint or muscle pains really will see a difference in their pain levels. They are expensive but you can buy them on Amazon and compare prices. I take them on a regular basis, so I buy 800 at a time. The last batch I bought was last month and it ran under $100.00. The brand name is Wobenzyme N.
If you are on anticoagulants you cannot take them.

Next Week Schedule

Monday 26th- 1015 Guided Ultrasound Biopsy of cyst.--
update- Before my biopsy early in the wee hours before dawn, I invoked my divine helpers, My Siddha Lineage, my Reiki lineage, John of God, the Ashwini Kumaras to guide my physician today. I called my mental, physical, spiritual and emotional bodies together and talked to them about the procedure and that we all needed to be present so we all could step up to this plate. Be calm and present for the day. I sent a treatment to the machine and the probe and cutting devices.

Biopsy was done this morning.  I was pleased with my doctor and 2 Army Residents. The technician was good and the nurse practitioner stopped by the room at the beginning. There is an incision of about an inch located at about 0300 o'clock and the cystic area is about 1200 o'clock. It was done under local anesthetic and he removed 2 specimens from the area of about 1/2-3/4 in in length. Dr. Smith handed me the pertri dish with the specimens so they got a dose of Reiki as he was telling me about them. They looked like 2 slivers of pale yellowish worms and innocent of causing a radical disease. They put in a marker and after the procedure the tech person held the incision with 20 minutes of compression before putting on the sterile strips to secure the incision.. Then she re-did the mammogram to see the placement of the marker for any future reference. 

They have me in 2 exercise bras for compression, which makes it easy to place the ice pack between the bras. I was shown how to make the ice packs using Karo syrup into zip lock baggies. They freeze rather quickly and stay cold for about 30 minutes. The nice thing is they are flexible and easily mold-able.  Post procedure my blood pressure was high 170, so this afternoon I used some Aroma life over my heart and carotid arteries...30 minutes later, my bp was 138/76 and pulse 60. I have been relaxing, meditating, icing, diffusing oils, getting my energy field back into my chest, performing and receiving lots of Reiki  and 2 pointing with Matrix Energetics. 

The morning was filled with fog, but as I drove home the blue sky was shinning and Mt. Rainier was out in all her glory. About 5pm, my neighbor called to tell me to come outside. She had put up the Christmas lights to surprise me. What a nice end to my event- filled day. Thank you all for sending so much Reiki, emails, phone calls and blessings.


Tuesday 27th- 1000 Surgical Consult- to determine status of nipple for biopsy. The nurse practitioner called
me this afternoon(26th) after she had spoken with the general surgeon. He would rather wait for the BX results before he saw me, so I have been rescheduled on the 4th Dec which is next Tuesday. 

Wednesday 28th- 1420- To see my new internal medicine MD--I met my new doctor today. She is an intern, active duty Army Captain. She appeared open to a Holistic Approach: using alternative Medicine and certainly allowed me to participate in my Allopathic plan. I'll get some blood work done and see her in a couple of weeks to follow up on biopsies and surgical consultation. She checked to see if the biopsy report was back and it wasn't.

Thursday 29th- 1400-  Justice Bartlett of Matrix Energetics Seattle. She is Richard Bartlett's daughter and I am really looking forward to working with her.

Happy Thanksgiving

Our second Thanksgiving in El Paso, Texas
Can you guess who is Hira and who is Jean??

My older sister, Flora Gil is guiding us to take a taste test.

Another day of gratitude, thank-full-ness, and abundance of blessings.

Jean is on the left, Hira is on the right.

Mammogram and Ultra Sound

Today I met a great team at Madigan Army Medical Center Mammography Department. My faith in my old hospital has been restored.

The results: There are no tumors present. However, my breast tissue is always dense and is filled with numerous fibro-cysts. Today and in previous mammograms and ultra sounds, some of these cyst have frayed or blurry walls. The radiologist thought that it would be good if we biopsied one of them. So on Monday at 1015 I will have a biopsy of one of these cysts.

They put in a consult to the breast surgery clinic and they will be doing the nipple biopsy. This might be done next week as well. This will be the critical biopsy to rule out Paget's Carcinoma of the nipple.

Today has been a great day. The ball is finally starting to roll towards a Diagnosis and I am loving the Madigan team players. I was able to remain calm, centered, be humorous and enjoy my team and process. There is nothing like loving your journey and speaking of my team....my Reiki Team. All of you were wonderful, filling my being with Universal Healing Energy. As I sat waiting for my Ultra Sound, a voice said to me, "there is no change in your mammogram". I felt a slight spring in my step as I walked down the hall.

Today, is a good day. Thank you for all the Reiki, blessings and prayers.

Hira's Healing Module

I completed my drawing of my healing module today.

The 4 outer circles represent the pillars of my life; Siddha Yoga, Reiki, John of God, and Matrix Energetics.

The 10 inner circles present the multifaceted approach to my process.

The Eye of God, which has been photographed by the Hubble Camera, is watching over me and my process

While I am not going into detail about all of the circles, information can be found on Google search for all of them.


Hira’s Healing Module

1. Siddha Yoga Lineage and Practices

2. John of God- Healing Entities, Herbs, Blessed water.

3. Usui Shiki Ryoho- Reiki- Universal Healing Energy- Lineage and practices

4. Matrix Energetics- Dr. Richard Bartlett

5. Ayurvedic Medicine- Dr’s Smita and Pankaj Naram- Herbs, recipes

6. Allopathic Medicine- Diagnostic tools, surgery

7. Ashwini Kumaras- The Twin Celestial Physicians.

8. Hawaiian Ho’oponopono- The Way of Making Right

9. Healing Foods and Centers- Young Living Essential Oils.

10. Indian and Christian Saints

11. Persian and Indian Poets, Healing Aphorisms by Hira

12. Healers- Edgar Cayce, Olga Worrall, Steven Blue Horse- Lakota

13. Alternative Therapies- Jin Shin Jitsu, Shiatsu, Acupuncture, Colonics, Thai Massage, Lymphatic Drainage, Reflexology.

14. Exercise-Hatha Yoga and areobic.

A Weekend of Grace and Abundance

Jean, my twin, flew through Washington from her Reiki Teaching trip in Hawaii. She is a Reiki Master and extraordinary practitioner. We spent 3 days immersing ourselves in a marathon of Reiki, Sacred Mantras, Anointing myself in Essential Oils and holy water from John of God and Lourdes, Matrix Energetics-Two Pointing, and compiling my healing module, which we installed into my being and activated. On a later posting I will share all the components of this.

Sister Frances from Kalaupapa, Molokai had just returned from Rome at the Vatican to take part in the Canonization of Sister Marianne Cope. She sent gifts of Saint Marianne Cope; a small pendant, a Saint Card which the Pope had blessed. She had also gone to Lourdes and sent me 2 vials of holy water, which I have been applying to my breast.

Another friend who in involved in Reiki, has traveled to John of God with us and has taken several courses in Matrix Energetics by Dr. Richard Bartlett sent me her healing pendant to use. She also sent many of Young Living Oils to be used.

Many who are Catholic are performing daily novenas for me, another friend went to the Mission of San Xavier de Bac in Tuscon and lite a candle for me. This is a wonderful place of healing energy. As young men Xavier and Ignatius both met on their pilgrimage to Rome to become priests, so I am connected to both.

St. Francis Xavier

My weekend turned out to be an incredible healing adventure for me. The energy of my chest has changed and so has its physical appearance. So for all my friends and family, please know that I am in very capable and special hands. Some people have made references to inferring this is a time of difficulty and sorrow for us, but I want everyone to know that is not the case at all and we are far from any such place. We are anchored in gratitude, hope, and trust. The universe knows the master plan and pieces are being revealed to Jean and I on a daily basis. My love to all.