Friday, November 30, 2012

Matrix Energetics and Justice Bartlett

Yesterday was an appointment with Justice Bartlett of Matrix Energetics. I was excited to have a session with her and believe me when I say she is exceptional.  She cleared so many things out of my being, moved me to tears of gratitude and was able to change my energy fields rather quickly. I highly recommend her. She does office visits as well as distant sessions on Skype.






Last summer a groups of us flew to Denver and took ME 1and 2 courses with the Bartlett Family; Richard, the founder, wife-Melissa and Daughter Justice. From the minute she started working with people on stage I thought if I ever had to have some work done, she'd be my choice. They live in the Seattle area which is a boon for us North Westerners.

















I don't want to go into a lot of detail about explaining what ME is, as there is plenty of information on the internet and you tube videos of watching Richard work. He has written 2 books that one can access from his website and Amazon.

The important thing is when one opens themselves to infinite possibilities, then anything can happen. Be open to miracles and they will happen. If one stays in a little tight box then not much can happen or change..

There will be an upcoming course in Seattle this next weekend and the friday night session is open to the public. It is at the Double Tree Inn by Seatac Airport.  See the website for details.
www.matrixenergetics.com

Justice's Office is at Maple Leaf Professional Center
7812 Lake City Way
Seattle WA 98115
425-478-3456
www.embodyme.org


***Biopsy of breast cyst***

Results are in on my recent biopsy of my breast cyst:

Hira's biopsy report came back with a diagnosis of benign hyalinized fibroadenoma, which is made up of breast and connective tissue. It is known to shrivel up on its own, but rarely needs to be resected. There were no cancer cells.

Next stop is seeing the General surgeon on tues to evaluate the nipple.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Turning Points in My life

I have had many life altering experiences, but tonight I want to address 2 of them. The first is about being a lab tech in India and the second is being at John of God.



Lab Tech: As a child I remember getting a microscope, then taking microbiology in College, both times I loved seeing deeper into things. I was living in Gurudev Siddha Peeth in  Ganeshpuri, India, the home Ashram of my Guru, Gurumayi-Chidvilasananda. Gurumayi and her tour staff were leaving and I was told that I would be performing my seva( service) in the lab examining stool/urine samples during the monsoon season. I was quickly trained by a lab tech from New Zealand and soon found myself alone in the lab surrounded each morning with the stool samples of my fellow ashramites. This is where I learned to surrender at the next highest level. The old saying, up shit creek without a paddle, really took on new meaning. The Doctors ordered a new Giardia test and needless to say I did not have a clue. This wasn't in my quick indoctrination. I lite a candle and prayed for help, real help and send it fast. As I looked into the microscope, there was the cutest thing swimming in front of my eyes. A Giardia Trophozoite. It had a delightful face and looked so happy. For the first time in my life I saw God in an organism that caused a disease. It was a monumental shift in my consciousness. Yes, that is right, God dwells in all things. It is a Siddha Yoga teaching and I was having the experience of it in that moment. God dwells in all diseases. That is why I can't get on any bandwagon that fights a disease. Why would I want to fight my God? I love my God, therefore I can love any disease and learn from it.

John of God- On my first trip I remember telling Jean, I want to see a miracle..I saw several, one was a lady who had a cardiac arrest giving birth. She had been comatose for years and then was wakening up some. Her family members had brought her from New York. We all arrived together at the casa. The lady was helpless and 2 weeks later she was ambulatory and speaking. I was impressed for certain, but what was more impressive to me was the numbers of people who were not going to be cured, but they all lived their lives in an incredible state of being. Their minds still, their hearts so full of love and light poured out of their eyes like beacons from heaven. They could step up to anything that was dished out to their plate. That was the most incredible miracle I saw. Having the divine light shine from your being and your heart filled and brimming over in pure, unconditional love.

















These 2 experiences have shaped my life. I have seen heaven here on earth, witnessed God within me, and fell in love with a disease causing "bug". I am prepared for all things which come my way. What a great life I live.

Reiki Reveals New Awareness

While I had the opportunity to perform Reiki on my 2 specimens inside a petri dish the other day, I was guided to send distant treatments to my specimens while they were sitting in the lab and being examined, therefore, I have been sending those treatments. Photo is not mine, but google images of biopsied breast tissue.

























Jean, my twin and astute Reiki Master and practitioner, called me this morning and she, too, has been getting new revelations as she sent me Reiki. She states I have been saying, "I need a biopsy so I can have a diagnosis." A diagnosis indicates presence of a disease. What I really need is a laboratory report on my specimens, so my verbiage is important. Verbiage carries energy and the energy of a lab report is much more supportive for my bodily systems.  I corrected someone the other day when she said "your cancer". I said I do not know that I have cancer. Becoming more aware of our thoughts, speech and actions is an important lesson.  Thank you, Reiki and Jean for this new understanding.

While we are on the subject of new awareness of support from my friends, family and self. I am learning and re-learning lots of things. I am visiting the new levels of nuances of life and their meanings. I remember Jean sharing about the mother who had cancer and her adult children being Catholic were praying for her. One day the mother asked her children, "when you pray for me, what do you pray for"? They answered,"we pray that you don't loose your hair". She replied," I could care less about loosing my hair."




















Many of my friends are not Reiki trained, so they are sending good thoughts and vibes my way. Others are praying for me...so to clear the waters, I thought it would be good for everyone to know what my daily prayers are....This is what I pray for, no matter what my challenge is: I pray to God that he gives me everything that I need to address whatever challenge I meet along my life journey.  I pray that I embrace each day with the awareness that this is not my day, but God's day and I will face it with self effort and divine grace.  God holds my master plan in his sacred hands, he knows my karmic blueprint, what lessons I still need to learn and burn, and will give me all that I need to face my challenges. I can rest in that peace every day. Each day I learn it is easier to surrender to God's love than it is to buck the tide and swim upstream. Reiki and Siddha Yoga teaches and gives me the truth in non-doership. Non-doership becomes the fulcrum of the balanced see-saw, upon which the seats of self effort and divine grace rest.



















I made notes of my MD's visit today on the posting Next week's schedule...
Many thanks for cards, gifts, love and blessings..

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Speedy Recovery

I woke up about 0330 hrs with a slight ache at my incision site, so got up readjusted my pajamas and bras, got an ice pack, took some Wobe Enzymes and laid back down performing Reiki. Within 30 seconds the ache was gone and I was asleep again. After I woke up, I removed the bandage and only 2 small specks of blood were on the gauze. There was no swelling, no pain, no bruising and I could hardly see the incision under the steri-strips. The incision was only slightly tender.
























Jean and I have used Wobe enzymes for years>>decade and seen miracles when used in pre-post op situations. They are made in Germany and are designed to be phagocytic, they are enteric coated and go out through  the digestive system and gobble up all inflammation within the interstitial tissues. Anyone with joint or muscle pains really will see a difference in their pain levels. They are expensive but you can buy them on Amazon and compare prices. I take them on a regular basis, so I buy 800 at a time. The last batch I bought was last month and it ran under $100.00. The brand name is Wobenzyme N.
If you are on anticoagulants you cannot take them.


Saturday, November 24, 2012

Next Week Schedule

Monday 26th- 1015 Guided Ultrasound Biopsy of cyst.--
update- Before my biopsy early in the wee hours before dawn, I invoked my divine helpers, My Siddha Lineage, my Reiki lineage, John of God, the Ashwini Kumaras to guide my physician today. I called my mental, physical, spiritual and emotional bodies together and talked to them about the procedure and that we all needed to be present so we all could step up to this plate. Be calm and present for the day. I sent a treatment to the machine and the probe and cutting devices.

Biopsy was done this morning.  I was pleased with my doctor and 2 Army Residents. The technician was good and the nurse practitioner stopped by the room at the beginning. There is an incision of about an inch located at about 0300 o'clock and the cystic area is about 1200 o'clock. It was done under local anesthetic and he removed 2 specimens from the area of about 1/2-3/4 in in length. Dr. Smith handed me the pertri dish with the specimens so they got a dose of Reiki as he was telling me about them. They looked like 2 slivers of pale yellowish worms and innocent of causing a radical disease. They put in a marker and after the procedure the tech person held the incision with 20 minutes of compression before putting on the sterile strips to secure the incision.. Then she re-did the mammogram to see the placement of the marker for any future reference. 

They have me in 2 exercise bras for compression, which makes it easy to place the ice pack between the bras. I was shown how to make the ice packs using Karo syrup into zip lock baggies. They freeze rather quickly and stay cold for about 30 minutes. The nice thing is they are flexible and easily mold-able.  Post procedure my blood pressure was high 170, so this afternoon I used some Aroma life over my heart and carotid arteries...30 minutes later, my bp was 138/76 and pulse 60. I have been relaxing, meditating, icing, diffusing oils, getting my energy field back into my chest, performing and receiving lots of Reiki  and 2 pointing with Matrix Energetics. 

The morning was filled with fog, but as I drove home the blue sky was shinning and Mt. Rainier was out in all her glory. About 5pm, my neighbor called to tell me to come outside. She had put up the Christmas lights to surprise me. What a nice end to my event- filled day. Thank you all for sending so much Reiki, emails, phone calls and blessings.


Tuesday 27th- 1000 Surgical Consult- to determine status of nipple for biopsy. The nurse practitioner called
me this afternoon(26th) after she had spoken with the general surgeon. He would rather wait for the BX results before he saw me, so I have been rescheduled on the 4th Dec which is next Tuesday. 

Wednesday 28th- 1420- To see my new internal medicine MD--I met my new doctor today. She is an intern, active duty Army Captain. She appeared open to a Holistic Approach: using alternative Medicine and certainly allowed me to participate in my Allopathic plan. I'll get some blood work done and see her in a couple of weeks to follow up on biopsies and surgical consultation. She checked to see if the biopsy report was back and it wasn't.

Thursday 29th- 1400-  Justice Bartlett of Matrix Energetics Seattle. She is Richard Bartlett's daughter and I am really looking forward to working with her.


Thursday, November 22, 2012

Happy Thanksgiving


Our second Thanksgiving in El Paso, Texas
Can you guess who is Hira and who is Jean??

My older sister, Flora Gil is guiding us to take a taste test.


Another day of gratitude, thank-full-ness, and abundance of blessings.



























Jean is on the left, Hira is on the right.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Mammogram and Ultra Sound

Today I met a great team at Madigan Army Medical Center Mammography Department. My faith in my old hospital has been restored.

The results: There are no tumors present. However, my breast tissue is always dense and is filled with numerous fibro-cysts. Today and in previous mammograms and ultra sounds, some of these cyst have frayed or blurry walls. The radiologist thought that it would be good if we biopsied one of them. So on Monday at 1015 I will have a biopsy of one of these cysts.

They put in a consult to the breast surgery clinic and they will be doing the nipple biopsy. This might be done next week as well. This will be the critical biopsy to rule out Paget's Carcinoma of the nipple.

Today has been a great day. The ball is finally starting to roll towards a Diagnosis and I am loving the Madigan team players. I was able to remain calm, centered, be humorous and enjoy my team and process. There is nothing like loving your journey and speaking of my team....my Reiki Team. All of you were wonderful, filling my being with Universal Healing Energy. As I sat waiting for my Ultra Sound, a voice said to me, "there is no change in your mammogram". I felt a slight spring in my step as I walked down the hall.

Today, is a good day. Thank you for all the Reiki, blessings and prayers.


Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Hira's Healing Module


























I completed my drawing of my healing module today.

The 4 outer circles represent the pillars of my life; Siddha Yoga, Reiki, John of God, and Matrix Energetics.

The 10 inner circles present the multifaceted approach to my process.

The Eye of God, which has been photographed by the Hubble Camera, is watching over me and my process

While I am not going into detail about all of the circles, information can be found on Google search for all of them.


Hira’s Healing Module

1. Siddha Yoga Lineage and Practices

2. John of God- Healing Entities, Herbs, Blessed water.

3. Usui Shiki Ryoho- Reiki- Universal Healing Energy- Lineage and practices

4. Matrix Energetics- Dr. Richard Bartlett

5. Ayurvedic Medicine- Dr’s Smita and Pankaj Naram- Herbs, recipes

6. Allopathic Medicine- Diagnostic tools, surgery

7. Ashwini Kumaras- The Twin Celestial Physicians.

8. Hawaiian Ho’oponopono- The Way of Making Right

9. Healing Foods and Centers- Young Living Essential Oils.

10. Indian and Christian Saints

11. Persian and Indian Poets, Healing Aphorisms by Hira

12. Healers- Edgar Cayce, Olga Worrall, Steven Blue Horse- Lakota

13. Alternative Therapies- Jin Shin Jitsu, Shiatsu, Acupuncture, Colonics, Thai Massage, Lymphatic Drainage, Reflexology.

14. Exercise-Hatha Yoga and areobic.




A Weekend of Grace and Abundance

Jean, my twin, flew through Washington from her Reiki Teaching trip in Hawaii. She is a Reiki Master and extraordinary practitioner. We spent 3 days immersing ourselves in a marathon of Reiki, Sacred Mantras, Anointing myself in Essential Oils and holy water from John of God and Lourdes, Matrix Energetics-Two Pointing, and compiling my healing module, which we installed into my being and activated. On a later posting I will share all the components of this.

Sister Frances from Kalaupapa, Molokai had just returned from Rome at the Vatican to take part in the Canonization of Sister Marianne Cope. She sent gifts of Saint Marianne Cope; a small pendant, a Saint Card which the Pope had blessed. She had also gone to Lourdes and sent me 2 vials of holy water, which I have been applying to my breast.


















Another friend who in involved in Reiki, has traveled to John of God with us and has taken several courses in Matrix Energetics by Dr. Richard Bartlett sent me her healing pendant to use. She also sent many of Young Living Oils to be used.
























Many who are Catholic are performing daily novenas for me, another friend went to the Mission of San Xavier de Bac in Tuscon and lite a candle for me. This is a wonderful place of healing energy. As young men Xavier and Ignatius both met on their pilgrimage to Rome to become priests, so I am connected to both.
St. Francis Xavier



















My weekend turned out to be an incredible healing adventure for me. The energy of my chest has changed and so has its physical appearance. So for all my friends and family, please know that I am in very capable and special hands. Some people have made references to inferring this is a time of difficulty and sorrow for us, but I want everyone to know that is not the case at all and we are far from any such place. We are anchored in gratitude, hope, and trust. The universe knows the master plan and pieces are being revealed to Jean and I on a daily basis. My love to all.

Gratitude

I drew a Siddha Yoga Virtue card 2 days ago and it was Gratitude.  Being grateful for every little and big thing in my life is my path. Everything is a blessing from heaven, the message is critical to pay attention to, to contemplate and to incorporate into our lives. We can't be angry or afraid of the messenger, as it, too, has been sent from the heavens.

I have never been one to embrace the idea or belief that we must fight the war on cancer. Battle really is not an option, nor is it ever fruitful. I'd rather embrace my disease, condition with kind, loving energy. Send it love, wrap my arms around it, let it tell me what I need to learn. At present I am learning that I need to pay attention to how I nurture myself. I always have good intentions, but sometimes my focus, steadfastness waxes and wanes. I can refocus, regroup and for now it is a time to put all my tools into action for my healing process.

I have received so many beautiful calls, messages and emails. As I wait for my appointment tomorrow to have a mammogram and ultra sound I will be listening to a beautiful message that was sent from a friend in Oregon. I hope you will enjoy this as much as I do.





Saint Ignatius Incorporation


John of God is an ordinary man, who has given his life to heal others. There are about 30 entities from other realms who enter his body from time to time. Saint Ignatius is one of the entities who comes. His spirit is so huge that it has become more difficult to enter John of God's body. He now comes only once a year on the anniversary of his death and stays for about 30 minutes. This is a great day for the Casa of Dom Ignacio. We were fortunate to have been at the Casa on this day in 2007. It became the most extraordinary day for all of us in attendance. This is a letter I wrote upon returning to America, thanking the Casa. Because of this profound event in my life, I am filled with tremendous grace to face any crisis in my life. My life is so blessed, so watched over by so many heavenly beings, that I can maneuver through difficult waters and can always find a safe harbor. It is important to share my multifaceted approach and journey with you. I have asked my boating community to join reading my Reiki blog, so welcome to everyone.


St. Ignatius Incorporation
27 July 2007


Your visit from the divine realms created an electric anticipation within our spiritual hospital. Joao( the man known as John of God) cried as he awaited your incorporation.

A tsunami wave of heavenly love bathed our hearts filling them beyond capacity and we wept uncontrollably with benevolent gratitude. Your feet graced the path of flowers and leaves creating a sound of crackling as sparklers exploded overhead in my inner vision. Your fragrant essence of love was inhaled by each of our hungry breaths.

Slowly you walked the path bestowing blessings to all in the current rooms who meditated in support of your sacred visit. As you entered the entity current room your gaze was pulled upwards toward heaven and you cried tears of great love blessing Joao’s chair and his sacred mission.

Oh, Holy Dom Inacio, you have given us a gift of heavenly love that carries each of our hearts to a higher realm, a realm that we have never known. The chambers of our hearts have expanded and from this day forward God’s love will flow easily to all we embrace. We hold you in our hearts with a new awareness and cry profusely in gratitude. You have injected our hearts and souls with heavenly love and we fall to our knees in gratitude.

Our hearts cry out, “ please don’t leave us now, stay a little while longer.”

Obreigada con amor,
 Hira Barbara Reid

Thursday, November 15, 2012

More Aphorisms After John Of God





















Miracle Potion

"Those mysterious entities who enter our temples, armed with their invisible scalpels,
Seem to perform architectural remodeling and rewiring of our systems.
We come from all over the world wanting them to free us from our diseases,
And we learn upon  leaving, our hearts are open and our minds, still.
The profundity of this combination is lethal to dis--ease.
It doesn't matter anymore what we meet at the crossroads of our lives.
We just embrace and envelope them in our blanket of unshakable stillness and peace.
This becomes the miracle potion we begin to share with others.
Care to have a drink?"


Spreading Out in Love

"Being in love every moment is new to me.
It hasn't always been like this.
My days were licked by the tongues of pride, arrogance, fear and anger.
Judgement washed up on every shore of my daily interactions.
Now, there is so much room inside me to maneuver and spread out.
Spreading out in love, makes my life the happiest, it has ever been."






Wednesday, November 14, 2012

A Blanket of Stillness

"Being with John of God is an experience beyond all known  realms". I write this in 2005 one month upon returning from my first of 3 three trips to be in the healing casa of John of God of Abadiania, Brazil. I continue, "The heavens open and the entities, being in palpable range  enter through your etheric body. There is a sense that angels, saints and deities of all realms, are being called down to earth to this particular landscape to enter John of God and heal all those who come. I was touched by their love for each human being, as it is indescribable. It is a lifetime opportunity for anyone on the spiritual path or on a healing journey, to make a pilgrimage to John of God. My life is forever changed. My heart overflows with gratitude  as the cells in my being are filled with profound stillness, the magnitude of which  I have never felt before. May we all love one another and reach out to help our fellow man, as we are all part of one big family called the human race"

" I can't stop writing you about my blanket of stillness.
When I sit to meditate, all the cells inside me are still.
It is different from what I know as inner peace.
My familiar uneasiness or quivering inside is gone.

I could stay forever, but
Here I go again, crying out of gratitude.
Oh! I'll happily spend the rest of my life
Crying out of gratitude
For this inner miracle."


Hira and Joao 2006

John of God

I have been to John of God 3 times and one of the many things that happened to me was my entire being was filled with incredible peace. Upon return to America one year I began writing 4 Volumes of Healing Aphorisms. I would wake up in the middle of the night or at dawn and sometimes write for hours. Words would spill out of me as though they were coming from another realm.

















This is a great time to reflect on aspects of my life which are miraculous and being with John of God ranks high on my list. The day he incorporated  St. Ignatius was by far the most significant experience of divine love that I have ever experienced. Even today, I invoke the grace of St. Ignatius and sit during Casa-times in Abadiania, Brazil. I know there are  hundred of deities in the universe supporting me and everyone else. All we have to do, is call out.

Here is one of my favorite aphorisms from 2005.

Locked and Loaded

God is locked and loaded with love.
He squeezes the trigger and shots ring out into the universe.
He laughs himself silly,
Knowing he'll never run out of bullets.
I bravely stand up and say,
"Me, Me. Hey fella, shoot this way.
I'm ready to play your game!"

Reiki is flowing my way through my healing team and numerous times throughout each day, I pause, as I feel
that I have just been shot again with those love bullets.


Sunday, November 11, 2012

A Health Challenge for Hira-- Waiting on the "What"

I have been wanting to update my Reiki blog for some time but did not realize it would be with my own health challenge. Recently, I have noticed a change in my right nipple. It has been dry and flaky  but then overnight it changed to being covered in crusty material. I was surprised to notice this and started to clean it up only to see a deeper level of excoriation. "This doesn't look good", I said to myself.

I looked at Google Images, for conditions of the nipple and immediately saw images that are identical to my situation. I take a photo of my nipple and send it off to my twin Jean Ferris. She agrees, this doesn't look good. I am not a great admirer of Allopathic Medicine, but the one thing they do well, is make a diagnosis. Since I am retired US Army, I have Tri-Care for Life, VA and Medicare to support me allopathically, I headed to Madigan Army Medical Center near my home in Tacoma Wa. I have had some difficulty in navigating their system with several mix-ups already, but hope to have a diagnosis by the end of this month. At this point, we need to rule out cancer and perhaps specifically, Paget's carcinoma of the nipple---and ?breast. My breast, on palpation by several health care providers, doesn't reveal any masses.

While my blog is about Reiki, my treatment approaches are multifaceted and for the upcoming months I will be sharing what my treatment plan comprises and sharing with you the steps of my journey. Jean and I have already initiated my 2nd Degree Reiki Healing Circle sending me distant treatments for my physical and mental-emotional bodies.

Playing the waiting game for a diagnosis, might be frightening for some people, but it is giving me time to plan a very comprehensive treatment module for myself that I have already activated. I am fortunate to have many healing tools at my disposal and can face my future with clarity and and balanced action. I don't dwell or worry myself with the "what-ifs", I just focus on the "what", with a multifaceted approach that is full of universal love.

I am thanking all my fellow supporters and my team members for being a part of my journey and together we will learn that love heals all of our broken parts.