Changes Taking Place

Its been quite a while since I blogged at this site. Lots of happenings are taking place in my life.

My Drs. were very surprised at my nipple healing and agreed with me that it would not be necessary to have additional surgery.

I got rid of my old juicer and bought a Nutri-Bullet, which is smaller and more powerful wattage. I have switched over from my Green Drink dried powder to juicing fresh twice a day. This unit is easier to clean and takes a minute to make a drink.

The next thing is my going to the gym again, three times a week. 45 minutes of elliptical cross trainer and 15 minutes of strength training.

The third thing and the most exciting is creating a distributorship with my twin in Life Vantage selling their products. First go to  ABC Primetime video for viewing and then Go to our site for details and let the products speak for themselves: Life Vantage. If you are interested please contact me at our site and I will get back to you.

Wake Up Calls

I was thumbing through some class notes from one of my favorite teachers, Sally Kempton. This caught my eye. Our transformation journey is spiral in nature. It is a series of repeating cycles of expansion and contraction.

We start with a Wake-up call to get our attention; a call to action. We practice, struggle with our effort, we attain and plateau, we fall, lose our great state, restart our self inquiry and arrive where we begin.
The cycle starts over, but hopefully we learn something and our journey begins from a new starting place.

There is a point where we must break the cycle. It is not supporting our sacred contract and journey. We must bid it farewell. Take fresh new steps to free ourselves.  Reiki On, Mrs. Takata said.

Waking Up to What We Already Know

We know deep in our hearts what we need to do, how we need to act, and what is important to our health.
 I remember saying once upon a time ago, if I would act on everything I knew was good for my health, I'd be in great shape and in a great place.  Well, I have been embracing changes in my life, changing my diet, going to the gym, continuing all the other things of support that rallied around my bodies since October.

So how am I doing? I feel so wonderful, healthy, strong, my cardio-vascular system is pumping out for 45 minutes on the elliptical cross trainer, my quadriceps are bulging,  my butt is slightly smaller, my weight-well I have gained weight, but I keep telling myself muscle weighs more than fat. My measurements haven't significantly changed that much, so something is not right about that theory.  I am drinking 2 green drinks a day and eating a smaller cooked meal at night. Am I discouraged? No, I am listening to my body and acting on the truth that I know. Change takes time and I just need to continue with my focused determination. Don't slacken your efforts, you are just beginning on a yearlong marathon.  My breast tissue varies from 90-99 % of normal.  

I had a wake up call, which I listened to and acted on. Next week I revisit my doctors.

May We All Have a Wonderful 2013

I opened one of my favorite books, I Heard God Laughing, Renderings of Hafiz, and randomly picked a poem. What an appropriate New Year's Message:

Tripping over Joy

What is the difference
Between your experience of Existence
And that of a saint?

The saint knows
That the spiritual path
Is a sublime chess game with God

And that the Beloved
Has just made such a Fantastic Move

That the saint is now continually
Tripping over Joy
And bursting out in Laughter
And saying, " I Surrender!"

Whereas, my dear,
I am afraid you still think

You have a thousand serious moves.
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Hira says,

"I Surrender, I Surrender, I Surrender
                and
With Self-Effort and Grace
I will Be All and  Do All."

Self Love

Merry Christmas to All,

The other day I was filled with love as I sat in my chair listening to a Sanskrit chant. It is the kind of love that takes your breath away and makes your eyes misty. "Oh my", I said to myself. "I love me" are my next words. This is not my first encounter with self love but rather as the darkness leaves me there is room for new light to enter in the form of inner love and self love. God is always making certain our cup runneth over.

I remember when my mother was dying and semi comatose. She woke one day asking for a glass of....

hesitating.... of ..... self esteem. She was 82 years old. It is never to late in life to ask for it, pray for it or embrace it. I remember when my father had an experience of self love in the grocery store, after he had received spiritual awakening from Gurumayi. He said, "I like myself". He was in his late 70's.

SELF LOVE is present when you are connected to God. It is not until you can love yourself unconditionally that you can love another unconditionally. When you are disconnected from God,  you then live out of fear and not loving yourself. From that point you start to spiral downwards and your life becomes a hardship.
Let love in, hug yourself, give yourself a kiss in the mirror, and watch how your life changes. I love me and I love all of you.

Another Miracle in the Making

Day by day my healing routine plods along and as each day has passed, I have noticed more changes. My nipple has now healed, no open area, no crusting, no thickening. It has become pliable and supple and no longer inflamed. My right nipple now mirrors its twin on the left side by 90 %.  As if that is not enough, God has blessed me with changes in both breasts. They too have become softer to the touch and those old cysts are no longer tender.

This is what happens when you step aside and let God orchestrate your life.
I am grateful, I am humbled, I am thankful for all these daily miracles. I do lead a blessed life.
Thank you again for all your loving and generous support.

A Surprise Visit

John of God sees people from all over the world at the Casa on Wed, Thur, Fri. Since I have ramped up my healing program in November, I have been going there energetically for the morning sessions. Brazil is 5 hours later than us, so I'm up and going about 0430 or 0500. I send myself a distant Reiki treatment, while the essential oils are being breathed into my body and also while I am using Matrix Energetics to Two-Point myself. Multi-tasking my way to health!.

I slipped off into another dimension; where I was standing in a large exquisite room and I was sharing with a friend that this was my new home. It was beautifully decorated in Persian decor, clean and simple but ornate. Then I took  my friend for a ride down a dirt road. It was narrow and had no guard rails. I saw several old trucks heading towards me and the dirt was blowing and blocking my view from the edge. The road was several hundred feet over water. If I miss steered I'd fall off the edge. I held my breath and my course, passing safely.

On the other end was a pulsing blue light, Neela Bindu, or the Blue Pearl. It exploded into a blue OM, which radiated golden and blue light filling my inner being. I thought I must be seeing this through my third eye, but I opened my eyes and I could still see it. The divine had  come to pay me a visit, the inner divine had revealed itself to me.

Interpretation: The longer you are on a spiritual path the narrower it becomes and it is always easy to fall off of it. Traveling over water is transcending consciousness. I have narrowly missed being seriously ill by dodging some dirty, dusty trucks( impurities). I got a glimpse of my new home--a healthy body-- and a glimpse of my divine self. What a lovely gift; a visit by God, revealing himself to me in my own exquisite form.

Alex Grey: click to see his beautiful spiritual artwork. or Google Images of Alex Grey artwork.