Friday, November 30, 2012

Matrix Energetics and Justice Bartlett

Yesterday was an appointment with Justice Bartlett of Matrix Energetics. I was excited to have a session with her and believe me when I say she is exceptional.  She cleared so many things out of my being, moved me to tears of gratitude and was able to change my energy fields rather quickly. I highly recommend her. She does office visits as well as distant sessions on Skype.






Last summer a groups of us flew to Denver and took ME 1and 2 courses with the Bartlett Family; Richard, the founder, wife-Melissa and Daughter Justice. From the minute she started working with people on stage I thought if I ever had to have some work done, she'd be my choice. They live in the Seattle area which is a boon for us North Westerners.

















I don't want to go into a lot of detail about explaining what ME is, as there is plenty of information on the internet and you tube videos of watching Richard work. He has written 2 books that one can access from his website and Amazon.

The important thing is when one opens themselves to infinite possibilities, then anything can happen. Be open to miracles and they will happen. If one stays in a little tight box then not much can happen or change..

There will be an upcoming course in Seattle this next weekend and the friday night session is open to the public. It is at the Double Tree Inn by Seatac Airport.  See the website for details.
www.matrixenergetics.com

Justice's Office is at Maple Leaf Professional Center
7812 Lake City Way
Seattle WA 98115
425-478-3456
www.embodyme.org


***Biopsy of breast cyst***

Results are in on my recent biopsy of my breast cyst:

Hira's biopsy report came back with a diagnosis of benign hyalinized fibroadenoma, which is made up of breast and connective tissue. It is known to shrivel up on its own, but rarely needs to be resected. There were no cancer cells.

Next stop is seeing the General surgeon on tues to evaluate the nipple.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Turning Points in My life

I have had many life altering experiences, but tonight I want to address 2 of them. The first is about being a lab tech in India and the second is being at John of God.



Lab Tech: As a child I remember getting a microscope, then taking microbiology in College, both times I loved seeing deeper into things. I was living in Gurudev Siddha Peeth in  Ganeshpuri, India, the home Ashram of my Guru, Gurumayi-Chidvilasananda. Gurumayi and her tour staff were leaving and I was told that I would be performing my seva( service) in the lab examining stool/urine samples during the monsoon season. I was quickly trained by a lab tech from New Zealand and soon found myself alone in the lab surrounded each morning with the stool samples of my fellow ashramites. This is where I learned to surrender at the next highest level. The old saying, up shit creek without a paddle, really took on new meaning. The Doctors ordered a new Giardia test and needless to say I did not have a clue. This wasn't in my quick indoctrination. I lite a candle and prayed for help, real help and send it fast. As I looked into the microscope, there was the cutest thing swimming in front of my eyes. A Giardia Trophozoite. It had a delightful face and looked so happy. For the first time in my life I saw God in an organism that caused a disease. It was a monumental shift in my consciousness. Yes, that is right, God dwells in all things. It is a Siddha Yoga teaching and I was having the experience of it in that moment. God dwells in all diseases. That is why I can't get on any bandwagon that fights a disease. Why would I want to fight my God? I love my God, therefore I can love any disease and learn from it.

John of God- On my first trip I remember telling Jean, I want to see a miracle..I saw several, one was a lady who had a cardiac arrest giving birth. She had been comatose for years and then was wakening up some. Her family members had brought her from New York. We all arrived together at the casa. The lady was helpless and 2 weeks later she was ambulatory and speaking. I was impressed for certain, but what was more impressive to me was the numbers of people who were not going to be cured, but they all lived their lives in an incredible state of being. Their minds still, their hearts so full of love and light poured out of their eyes like beacons from heaven. They could step up to anything that was dished out to their plate. That was the most incredible miracle I saw. Having the divine light shine from your being and your heart filled and brimming over in pure, unconditional love.

















These 2 experiences have shaped my life. I have seen heaven here on earth, witnessed God within me, and fell in love with a disease causing "bug". I am prepared for all things which come my way. What a great life I live.

Reiki Reveals New Awareness

While I had the opportunity to perform Reiki on my 2 specimens inside a petri dish the other day, I was guided to send distant treatments to my specimens while they were sitting in the lab and being examined, therefore, I have been sending those treatments. Photo is not mine, but google images of biopsied breast tissue.

























Jean, my twin and astute Reiki Master and practitioner, called me this morning and she, too, has been getting new revelations as she sent me Reiki. She states I have been saying, "I need a biopsy so I can have a diagnosis." A diagnosis indicates presence of a disease. What I really need is a laboratory report on my specimens, so my verbiage is important. Verbiage carries energy and the energy of a lab report is much more supportive for my bodily systems.  I corrected someone the other day when she said "your cancer". I said I do not know that I have cancer. Becoming more aware of our thoughts, speech and actions is an important lesson.  Thank you, Reiki and Jean for this new understanding.

While we are on the subject of new awareness of support from my friends, family and self. I am learning and re-learning lots of things. I am visiting the new levels of nuances of life and their meanings. I remember Jean sharing about the mother who had cancer and her adult children being Catholic were praying for her. One day the mother asked her children, "when you pray for me, what do you pray for"? They answered,"we pray that you don't loose your hair". She replied," I could care less about loosing my hair."




















Many of my friends are not Reiki trained, so they are sending good thoughts and vibes my way. Others are praying for me...so to clear the waters, I thought it would be good for everyone to know what my daily prayers are....This is what I pray for, no matter what my challenge is: I pray to God that he gives me everything that I need to address whatever challenge I meet along my life journey.  I pray that I embrace each day with the awareness that this is not my day, but God's day and I will face it with self effort and divine grace.  God holds my master plan in his sacred hands, he knows my karmic blueprint, what lessons I still need to learn and burn, and will give me all that I need to face my challenges. I can rest in that peace every day. Each day I learn it is easier to surrender to God's love than it is to buck the tide and swim upstream. Reiki and Siddha Yoga teaches and gives me the truth in non-doership. Non-doership becomes the fulcrum of the balanced see-saw, upon which the seats of self effort and divine grace rest.



















I made notes of my MD's visit today on the posting Next week's schedule...
Many thanks for cards, gifts, love and blessings..

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Speedy Recovery

I woke up about 0330 hrs with a slight ache at my incision site, so got up readjusted my pajamas and bras, got an ice pack, took some Wobe Enzymes and laid back down performing Reiki. Within 30 seconds the ache was gone and I was asleep again. After I woke up, I removed the bandage and only 2 small specks of blood were on the gauze. There was no swelling, no pain, no bruising and I could hardly see the incision under the steri-strips. The incision was only slightly tender.
























Jean and I have used Wobe enzymes for years>>decade and seen miracles when used in pre-post op situations. They are made in Germany and are designed to be phagocytic, they are enteric coated and go out through  the digestive system and gobble up all inflammation within the interstitial tissues. Anyone with joint or muscle pains really will see a difference in their pain levels. They are expensive but you can buy them on Amazon and compare prices. I take them on a regular basis, so I buy 800 at a time. The last batch I bought was last month and it ran under $100.00. The brand name is Wobenzyme N.
If you are on anticoagulants you cannot take them.


Saturday, November 24, 2012

Next Week Schedule

Monday 26th- 1015 Guided Ultrasound Biopsy of cyst.--
update- Before my biopsy early in the wee hours before dawn, I invoked my divine helpers, My Siddha Lineage, my Reiki lineage, John of God, the Ashwini Kumaras to guide my physician today. I called my mental, physical, spiritual and emotional bodies together and talked to them about the procedure and that we all needed to be present so we all could step up to this plate. Be calm and present for the day. I sent a treatment to the machine and the probe and cutting devices.

Biopsy was done this morning.  I was pleased with my doctor and 2 Army Residents. The technician was good and the nurse practitioner stopped by the room at the beginning. There is an incision of about an inch located at about 0300 o'clock and the cystic area is about 1200 o'clock. It was done under local anesthetic and he removed 2 specimens from the area of about 1/2-3/4 in in length. Dr. Smith handed me the pertri dish with the specimens so they got a dose of Reiki as he was telling me about them. They looked like 2 slivers of pale yellowish worms and innocent of causing a radical disease. They put in a marker and after the procedure the tech person held the incision with 20 minutes of compression before putting on the sterile strips to secure the incision.. Then she re-did the mammogram to see the placement of the marker for any future reference. 

They have me in 2 exercise bras for compression, which makes it easy to place the ice pack between the bras. I was shown how to make the ice packs using Karo syrup into zip lock baggies. They freeze rather quickly and stay cold for about 30 minutes. The nice thing is they are flexible and easily mold-able.  Post procedure my blood pressure was high 170, so this afternoon I used some Aroma life over my heart and carotid arteries...30 minutes later, my bp was 138/76 and pulse 60. I have been relaxing, meditating, icing, diffusing oils, getting my energy field back into my chest, performing and receiving lots of Reiki  and 2 pointing with Matrix Energetics. 

The morning was filled with fog, but as I drove home the blue sky was shinning and Mt. Rainier was out in all her glory. About 5pm, my neighbor called to tell me to come outside. She had put up the Christmas lights to surprise me. What a nice end to my event- filled day. Thank you all for sending so much Reiki, emails, phone calls and blessings.


Tuesday 27th- 1000 Surgical Consult- to determine status of nipple for biopsy. The nurse practitioner called
me this afternoon(26th) after she had spoken with the general surgeon. He would rather wait for the BX results before he saw me, so I have been rescheduled on the 4th Dec which is next Tuesday. 

Wednesday 28th- 1420- To see my new internal medicine MD--I met my new doctor today. She is an intern, active duty Army Captain. She appeared open to a Holistic Approach: using alternative Medicine and certainly allowed me to participate in my Allopathic plan. I'll get some blood work done and see her in a couple of weeks to follow up on biopsies and surgical consultation. She checked to see if the biopsy report was back and it wasn't.

Thursday 29th- 1400-  Justice Bartlett of Matrix Energetics Seattle. She is Richard Bartlett's daughter and I am really looking forward to working with her.


Thursday, November 22, 2012

Happy Thanksgiving


Our second Thanksgiving in El Paso, Texas
Can you guess who is Hira and who is Jean??

My older sister, Flora Gil is guiding us to take a taste test.


Another day of gratitude, thank-full-ness, and abundance of blessings.



























Jean is on the left, Hira is on the right.